Oh, by the way, MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING AWESOME!

So, I have been really unhappy in my current position as an RA. That much is obvious. I have too much to do. I need to focus on school. I talked to Stephanie today (well, she talked to me)...and she totally knew without anyone really telling her! What! OhMaGawd! So she knew, and like an awesome person. I want to be happy. In order to be so, I have to no be an RA anymore.

Now this comes with a lot of baggage, you see. I feel horribly guilty, but I know that this is what I am supposed to do. There was one other time where I felt I knew what I had to do, like for sure, but I cannot remember what that was damnit! So, I have by the end of January to make all final decisions. This is what I know for sure: by the end of January I will not be an RA anymore, I will not live in this room anymore, I will either live in another Lottie room or at home (for the rest of the semester), I will not have desk hours, I will not have duty, I will not have to plan things. I will be getting a regular job, however.

A teacher of mine has another job at Laureate, which is a place I really really really want to work. So I did what any other smart college student would do. I sent the suck up e-mail. And it worked! She's looking into getting me an interview! Holy shit Baman! I'm so excited. Sigh.....I like coffee.