I'm giving my life away

Currently gutting my room, which is odd. All of coffee is gone as are pretty much everything in the drawers. Going to be spending my last two nights in Lottie these next two. Delicious.

Going through stuff is weird. Found a lot of things September has given me or made me and I don't really know what to do with them. What do I do with my clipboard that she decorated for me? Do I keep it? Should I toss it? I'm a little confused. I am excited about my last day of class tomorrow and then study study its your buddy. It's not really my buddy but I'll say it is for kicks.

This short weekend while I was at home I made dinner one night (a pasta dish from an Ina Garten cookbook) and crinkle cookies for 3 of my teachers. I'm planning on taking over the cooking and grocery shopping for my mother this summer so I can figure everything out and do something I really like doing. Also.

THE OPRAH 20TH ANNIVERSARY DVD BOX SET IS THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER PURCHASED.
that is all.

Long Time, Skip the Counter

There has been a lot of stuff going on. A lot of stuff. I ain't lying to ya. I've been busy. First off, today is my 3 year anniversary with my amazing boyfriend Steven. Clap Clap Clap. It's a miracle that we haven't killed each other. We will not be celebrating today, however because we are too busy and that is sad.

Let me tell you what's going on.

I have 2 presentations and 3 finals before I'm off for summer. I will be completely done by May 5th. I have a lot planned for the month of May which involves seeing Conan O'Brien, my sister's graduation, seeing my two new cousins, visiting my grandma, and possibly going on vacation with BF Steven and BFF Cody. June 7th I'll start TCC classes (OMG KILL ME NOW!) and everyday throughout the summer I will be cooking something. I'm planning on documenting it and rating everything I make. I'm also developing all of my butter flavors which is very exciting. I'll also be applying at Pare on Cherry Street which is neat. I don't know if that's really a good idea, but we'll see how everything goes with the stuff n' stuff.

I am overly excited about what's to come, and you should be too.

I miss you Heath

I have had a lot of conversations about this blog as of late. What is it's purpose? Why do I keep it? Do you really need to know that I have a test this week and I'm freaking out about it? I want to write things people are interested in reading and that maybe it could go out farther, into internet space and become something, maybe.

My life isn't interesting. That was the original point of this blog. But that's not a very good point. Actually it's horrible.

Here are the possible things I want this blog to be about:Summer, my butter making process, my decisions about my future, my babysitting.

I would like input and other suggestions. Mmmmk.

I don't want to be friends

Sigh...love me tender.
Awkward.

Going into this week with an open mind. Really open. Like trannies on a donkey open. You dig me? I am currently listening to a cover of Bad Romance sung by Jared Leto, one of the greatest actors of all time. That's right, I said it. He rivals Jack Nicholson and Daniel Day-Lewis. Have you seen Chapter 27!!?? Watch it!

My schedule this week looks like I have nothing to do but really I do. I have to write a paper that is due Friday @ 1pm about The Song of Roland and some other story about that one guy but I haven't really started on either of them and I'm not really sure how I'm going to pull this one off. How can anything be accomplished with the sun shining and everything beautiful and warm and delicious? I do thrive in muggy weather with rain and darkness and shallow deep meanings but the sun is starting to make me wilt which I kind of enjoy. My homework doesn't enjoy it, however. Why are the girls who live next door to me always speaking Angolian so loudly? What are you saying?!

So to all my butta friends out there (which I doubt there are any), I made some chocolate butter three days ago and it was magical. What would to serve chocolate butter with? Cinnamon bread? Short bread cookies? Is that too much? I think I'm going to make some this week for my buddy Natalie's birthday. Would she like lemon butter or honey butter? I would like honey because lemon is sour. But I do love me some LEMONS!

This is how it goes

I am currently on the lookout for a new job. I cannot wait until June to not be the immigrant in the back washing dishes. It's absurd. I don't need to listen to someone tell me that I missed the spot of peanut butter on the floor that's the size of nothing. Give me a break. I also don't want to have someone make me feel stupid. I want a job with substance. I want something amazing.

The weather has been amazing lately. This makes me really want money so I can just go and buy coffee after coffee and sit outside and read n shit. I am having a weird brain jumble. My bed was so comfy this morning. I am looking forward to uniting with Scott and making an awesome video about gays and Adam Lambert.

Have I mentioned I finally made butter? It was amazing. And delicious. And I will Never kill anyone with my food you ungrateful ugly ass bitch!

I hope it rains today.

Ending a good song with an awkward cord

So hey.

Today is an amazing day. It's so weird that three days ago it snowed harder than a whore on something hard. Not a very good metaphor,but you get it. I could sit outside and do my homework but I'll just sit inside here and open the window and be envious of all the people outside who have nothing to worry about. I have a test tomorrow in developmental psychology which is over a lot of things I really don't care about, but maybe I should look into studying cause I need a good grade. I like them, that's all.

Last night I shared one of my most beloved secrets with Caitlin, and together we watched Married to the Eiffel Tower. It is amazing and makes me want to cry. I honestly wanted to be Amy for Halloween but instead I wore an alligator hat to Ted's house and oddly enough Lydia wore a unicorn hat. Buddies we are.

I really want to make butter, but I have no kitchen or supplies. I also am excited about the midnight movie at the circle this weekend. The Room! Sigh...

I'm really boring.

Blizzard #3

So its been a while, so let me catch the lonely 4 up.

I spent the last week of spring break freaking out over two tests and also that my father was in the hospital for all of that time. Being that I was so stressed, I abandoned my diet/workout routine for that time and spring break but am looking forward to getting back on track and meeting my goal in time. My dad is out of the hospital and wating till Monday to get all the stiches out. He's really annoyed that he's housebound for two weeks.

I have made the decision to make some big decisions coming up here soon. This involves my education and potantial life path. Details will come when the decision making comes closer, and I look forward to stressing about it until then.

I'm still working at Sage, but that's a little up in the air at this point. If I continue to be the Mexican in the back washing dishes for 8 hours, I will be looking for other work, so we'll see. This spring break I have been working everyday and helping teach a spring break cooking camp. Also being the cleaning bitch. I got totally yelled at for not being able to clean things properly, so I might be quitting that bitch! What an exciting and scary thought.

I am also in the very beginning stages of starting my own small business/internet company making my own butter. That's right. Making my own, butta. I will have over 20 different flavors of butter to chose from and by e-mail, people from around Tulsa can order it. It's amazing. It's called Brooklyn's Butta! I'm really excited about it. You should be too.

I'm looking forward to the future. And all teh butta.